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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

i've been sick.. since friday when i came home from a stay over at munyee's. and still sick :( i dont really know whats wrong with me, the fever/stomachpain/headaches all add up together just doesnt feel like an ordinary sickness. today i feel better, not totally recovered, but better. enough to switch on the computer and blog.

the past few nights have been horrible. cant sleep/high fever/sweating (which is to stop the fever) i dont know.. i kept having nightmares :( about many different weird shit things, scary things, patterns, huge scary patterns, i always wake up in the middle of the night feeling horrible and willing for the morning to come. i remember friday night i woke up at every single hour of the night, it was so emotionally painful.

went to the doctor twice already (never been so sick before, i've always pride(d) myself on a relatively strong immune system.) cancelled 2 tuition classes. now still kinda in a bad shape but i'm trying to take a change on my mentality, like Think Well and I'll BE WELL. hope it works. missed 2 dance modern pracs too. cant afford to miss anymore. thank you huitian for being so understanding.

throughout the horrible nights when i had my many nightmares, after it all somethings doesnt seem to matter to me anymore. i even feel like what the hell what do i need this for?! kinda thing, be it a thing, a feeling, a sort of prestige. actually i only need my mother to be with me. cliche i know but its true. but dance is just one of those stuff which does not fall into the above category. so yes i really do want to go for dance.

maybe its good for letting myself know myself. (though it gives me a throbbing headache). and my stomach is killing me.

did not go online for 5 days and i feel i've lost touch(haha). and i dont feel like getting back in touch again. maybe next time. did not go out of the house for normal activities for 5 days, except to the doctor, and i feel like i've lost touch too. AND yes dont feel like getting back in touch again too. just that this cant wait for next time. have to go to my tutee's later or her mom will probably sack me.

i love my extraordinary mother. superwoman ♥